♡老公

i love having heart to heart conversations. i love the reassurance, knowing your true emotions. knowing that i didn't fall for the wrong person. i just want it to go on and on. in every relationship, people get jealous, people argue. but you know it's cause you love each other. all that matters is that you get through it and don't let anyone else interfere with your feelings.

to be completely honest, i'd rather fight with you than to not talk to you at all. your voice comforts me whether you're mad, sad, happy or whatever emotion. i'd rather fight with you, work things out, come to a conclusion, realizing whatevers bottled up inside of us, say whatever needs to be said than to let things get worse. i'd rather fight with you than to be with someone else. i'd rather have you in my life, even if it means fighting, than to not have you in it at all.

i never used to get insecure. i never used to give a shit about what someone was doing. i never use to care about their feelings towards me. but then came you, and everything changed. i keep thinking of how much i love talking to you, how cute you are when you smile, how much i love it when you laugh. i daydream about you on and off, replaying our conversations in my head, laughing at funny things you said or did. i catch myself smiling out of nowhere when i think about you. even though we don't know what the future holds, i know i don't want to let go and you're one of the best things that's ever happened to me.

baby i fall for you more and more each day. it's so hard to think about letting go and i know i wouldn't want to. will you hold onto me as long as i do? i will stay loyal to you, be honest with you, never cheat on you, show you that i care and love you, let everyone know i'm yours, and i'll always love you. i just want to do everything with you.

so what if i could've been with another guy? i chose to be with you. now i don't want anybody else, i just want you all to myself. i didn't care about the other guys that tried to be in my life. to me, they weren't the same as you. all i want to do is be with you, more than anything else. even if we just lay down and look at the ceiling doing nothing, it'll make me happy.

"there's no ending to this love story" i promise

我不知道如果你会看到我写的，但我爱你。