the thing i really want to achieve is lose weight. not for anyone else, but for me. i want to look in the mirror and not have to criticize anything. i want to sit down and not have to suck in all my fat. i just want to accept everything about myself, so i can love myself, and not care if anyone else has a problem with me. and i think if i got skinnier, my face will be less big and i'll look better hahaha.