Why can't I be the one mad? Why can't you be the one apologizing? Why do I always go running back to you when clearly, it was never my fault in the first place? Why do I have to explain so much to you? Why can't you see how much I've gone through? JUST FUCKING WHY
I'm frustrated and I know there's nothing more I can do. I vent and vent. I've cried countless times. This blog has so many posts about the same things and there's nothing left for me to try.
I don't deserve this. I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING WRONG. So why am I the one suffering?